Psalm 128: The Prayer of a Family

…therefore be holy, because I am holy. Leviticus 11:45b

About Me

Who am I? First I am a child of God, bought and paid for by the blood of Christ. I am a blessed woman! I am the privileged wife of my wonderful husband; and blessed Mama to my two sweet ladies in training, and my sweet wonder growing in my womb! I enjoy spending time in the Word of God, with my husband and with my children; studying and researching topics I’m passionate about; reading books that will help me improve in any given area of my life; sharing with others things I’ve learned; gleaning from friends; being outside in the sun; being in the water; crocheting; singing; playing card and board games; reading to my girls; visiting with family and friends; being encouraged and corrected according to the Word of God; knowing the truth; and the list goes on!

Christ took His rightful place as Lord in my life when I turned 15 years old. After that my life has been in continual transformation. As a confused young girl learning to overcome several tribulations in her life, to the woman I’ve become, I continue to learn from God in how to do so and become the woman He’s created me to be. No experience I have goes without a lesson to be learned, His example to follow, His promises to stand on, and God’s amazing glory revealed. My life has been so blessed in this chaotic, fallen world. God has brought me from a life of drugs, alcohol, and emptiness to one with a joyful high from within, love more delightful than wine, and fullness of purpose. To all Him be the glory, and power, and honor, and praise!

My husband is my guide in this world. Though I oftentimes fall on my face and allow myself to be distracted by things and people of this world, after 11 years he continues to be faithful in bringing my mind back to the focus of Jesus. I’ve enjoyed watching him get stronger and stronger over the years as a man; a steadfast man of God, a loving leader, and the sweet, fun-loving, passionate Daddy that he is. I truly fall in love with him more as each day passes and couldn’t have met a better man for me to marry. He is my best friend, my confidante; my lover and my delight; my source of passion and fight; the man I want to spend the rest of my life serving as his beloved bride. He is my everything in this world.

My three children, and I trust any in the future, have been the blessings in my life that have brought me to a place of implementing the goodness of God. Without my children, my constant selfish tendencies wouldn’t be put to the test. I’ll be honest and say, it’s a lot easier (not easy, just easier) to serve my husband than it is my children. They have been used to strengthen me in my walk as a devout, self-less woman of God. I strive to push on through my failures and see the great things God is doing for them, and hopefully my vessel to help them and train them, meets the challenge and most assuredly gives them the life He has planned and purposed for them.

I thank God every day for my sister. She has been an enormous source of comfort. She strives to bless God every day and inspires me in her passion and determination. She doesn’t just walk the talk, but she continues to strive to experience God’s truth in her life and be in a deeper, more intimate relationship with Christ. It blesses me and convicts me. I love her vigor and her honesty. Her life is an inspiration to me and without her, I would be oh so lonesome. She is my accountability partner and uplifter of spirits. She is my reminder of who I am: a Titus 2 woman. She is my very best friend.

Striving to be a better “keeper at home”, I am hoping to pick up some hobbies to help support my husband’s hard earned money with some good old fashioned frugal living. I would love to learn to make clothes for my family, learn new ways of cooking, and helpful tips at keeping a cleaner and more organized home. I struggle with laziness but strive to push past this sin and remember that sin is what it is. I refuse to let this sin rule over me (Psalm 119:133) so in Jesus’ name I proclaim to take a stand on this amazing life He has prepared for me! God is so glorious!

Who’s Kayley?

You might notice references to “Kayley” throughout my blog.  This is not my real name, but for privacy purposes I’ve chosen to use this pen-name.  Thanks!

2 Responses to “About Me”

  1. dinesh said

    Very nice blog :) . There is only one truth and that’s GOD.

  2. Jim Baxter said

    INTRODUCTION
    Every September, I recall that is more than half a century (63 years) since I landed at Nagasaki with the 2nd Marine Division in the original occupation of Japan following World War II. This time every year, I have watched and listened to the light-hearted “peaceniks” and their light-headed symbolism-without-substance of ringing bells, flying pigeons, floating candles, and sonorous chanting and I recall again that “Peace is not a cause – it is an effect.”

    In July, 1945, my fellow 8th RCT Marines [I was a BARman] and I returned to Saipan following the successful conclusion of the Battle of Okinawa. We were issued new equipment and replacements joined each outfit in preparation for our coming amphibious assault on the home islands of Japan.

    B-29 bombing had leveled the major cities of Japan, including Kobe, Osaka, Nagoya, Yokohama, Yokosuka, and Tokyo.

    We were informed we would land three Marine divisions and six Army divisions, perhaps abreast, with large reserves following us in. It was estimated that it would cost half a million casualties to subdue the Japanese homeland.

    In August, the A-bomb was dropped on Hiroshima but the Japanese government refused to surrender. Three days later a second A-bomb was dropped on the city of Nagasaki. The Imperial Japanese government finally surrendered.

    Following the 1941 sneak attack on Pearl Harbor, a Japanese admiral said, “I fear all we have done is to awaken a sleeping giant…” Indeed, they had. Not surprisingly, the atomic bomb was produced by a free people functioning in a free environment. Not surprisingly because the creative process is a natural human choice-making process and inventiveness occurs most readily where choice-making opportunities abound. America!

    Tamper with a giant, indeed! Tyrants, beware: Free men are nature’s pit bulls of Liberty! The Japanese learned the hard way what tyrants of any generation should know: Never start a war with a free people – you never know what they may invent!

    As a newly assigned member of a U.S. Marine intelligence section, I had a unique opportunity to visit many major cities of Japan, including Tokyo and Hiroshima, within weeks of their destruction. For a full year I observed the beaches, weapons, and troops we would have assaulted had the A-bombs not been dropped. Yes, it would have been very destructive for all, but especially for the people of Japan.

    When we landed in Japan, for what came to be the finest and most humane occupation of a defeated enemy in recorded history, it was with great appreciation, thanksgiving, and praise for the atomic bomb team, including the aircrew of the Enola Gay. A half million American homes had been spared the Gold Star flag, including, I’m sure, my own.

    Whenever I hear the apologists expressing guilt and shame for A-bombing and ending the war Japan had started (they ignore the cause-effect relation between Pearl Harbor and Nagasaki), I have noted that neither the effete critics nor the puff-adder politicians are among us in the assault landing-craft or the stinking rice paddies of their suggested alternative, “conventional” warfare. Stammering reluctance is obvious and continuous, but they do love to pontificate about the Rights that others, and the Bomb, have bought and preserved for them.

    The vanities of ignorance and camouflaged cowardice abound as license for the assertion of virtuous “rights” purchased by the blood of others – those others who have borne the burden and physical expense of Rights whining apologists so casually and self-righteously claim.

    At best, these fakers manifest a profound and cryptic ignorance of causal relations, myopic perception, and dull I.Q. At worst, there is a word and description in The Constitution defining those who love the enemy more than they love their own countrymen and their own posterity. Every Yankee Doodle Dandy knows what that word is.

    In 1945, America was the only nation in the world with the Bomb and it behaved responsibly and respectfully. It remained so until two among us betrayed it to the Kremlin. Still, this American weapon system has been the prime deterrent to earth’s latest model world- tyranny: Seventy years of Soviet collectivist definition, coercion, and domination of individual human beings.

    The message is this: Trust Freedom. Remember, tyrants never learn. The restriction of Freedom is the limitation of human choice, and choice is the fulcrum-point of the creative process in human affairs. As earth’s choicemaker, it is our human identity on nature’s beautiful blue planet and the natural premise of man’s free institutions, environments, and respectful relations with one another. Made in the image of our Creator, free men choose, create, and progress – or die.

    Free men should not fear the moon-god-crowd oppressor nor choose any of his ways. Recall with a confident Job and a victorious David, “Know ye not you are in league with the stones of the field?”

    Semper Fidelis
    Jim Baxter
    Sgt. USMC
    WW II and Korean War
    point-man/follower of The Lion of Judah

    2009 AD: The Season of Generation-Choicemaker
    Joel 3:14 Psalm 25:12 kjv
    Consider:
    The missing element in every human ’solution’ is
    an accurate definition of the creature.

    In an effort to diminish the multiple and persistent
    dangers and abuses which have characterized the
    affairs of man in his every Age, and to assist in the
    requisite search for human identity, it is essential to
    perceive and specify that distinction which naturally
    and most uniquely defines the human being.

    Because definitions rule in the minds, behaviors, and
    institutions of men, we can be confident that delineating
    and communicating that quality will assist the process
    of resolution and the courageous ascension to which
    man is called. As Americans of the 21st Century, we are
    obliged and privileged to join our forebears and participate
    in this continuing paradigm proclamation.

    “WHAT IS MAN…?” God asks – and answers:
    HUMAN DEFINED: EARTH’S CHOICEMAKER
    by James Fletcher Baxter (c) 2009 AD

    The way we define ‘human’ determines our view of self,
    others, relationships, institutions, life, and future. Many
    problems in human experience are the result of false
    and inaccurate definitions of humankind premised
    in man-made religions and humanistic philosophies.

    Human knowledge is a fraction of the whole universe.
    The balance is a vast void of human ignorance. Human
    reason cannot fully function in such a void; thus, the
    intellect can rise no higher than the criteria by which it
    perceives and measures values.

    Humanism makes man his own standard of measure.
    However, as with all measuring systems, a standard
    must be greater than the value measured. Based on
    preponderant ignorance and an egocentric carnal
    nature, humanism demotes reason to the simpleton
    task of excuse-making in behalf of the rule of appe-
    tites, desires, feelings, emotions, – and glands.

    Because man, hobbled in an ego-centric predicament,
    cannot invent criteria greater than himself, the humanist
    lacks a predictive capability. Thus, his man-made criteria
    rises no higher than eyebrows – and too often, no higher
    than pubic hair! Without instinct or transcendent criteria,
    humanism cannot evaluate options with foresight and
    vision for progression and survival. Lacking foresight,
    man is blind to potential consequence and is unwittingly
    committed to mediocrity, collectivism, averages, and re-
    gression – and worse. Humanism is an unworthy worship.

    The void of human ignorance can easily be filled with
    a functional faith while not-so-patiently awaiting the
    foot-dragging growth of human knowledge and behav-
    ior. Faith, initiated by the Creator and revealed and
    validated in His Word, the Bible, brings a transcend-
    ent standard to man the choice-maker. Other philo-
    sophies and religions are man-made, humanism, and
    thereby lack what only the Bible has:

    1.Transcendent Criteria and
    2.Fulfilled Prophetic Validation.

    The vision of faith in God and His Word is survival
    equipment for today and the future. Only the Creator,
    who made us in His own image, is qualified to define
    us accurately.

    Human is earth’s Choicemaker. Psalm 25:12 He is by
    nature and nature’s God a creature of Choice – and of
    Criteria. Psalm 119:30,173 His unique and definitive
    characteristic is, and of Right ought to be, the natural
    foundation of his environments, institutions, and re-
    spectful relations to his fellow-man. Thus, he is orien-
    ted to a Freedom whose roots are in the Order of the
    universe. selah

    At the sub-atomic level of the physical universe quantum
    physics indicates a multifarious gap or division in the
    causal chain; particles to which position cannot be
    assigned at all times, systems that pass from one energy
    state to another without manifestation in intermediate
    states, entities without mass, fields whose substance is
    as insubstantial as “a probability.”

    Only statistical conglomerates pay tribute to
    deterministic forces. Singularities do not and are
    therefore random, unpredictable, mutant, and in this
    sense, uncaused. The finest contribution inanimate
    reality is capable of making toward choice, without its
    own selective agencies, is this continuing manifestation
    of opportunity as the pre-condition to choice it defers
    to the natural action of living forms.

    Biological science affirms that each level of life,
    single-cell to man himself, possesses attributes of
    sensitivity, discrimination, and selectivity, and in
    the exclusive and unique nature of each diversified
    life form.

    The survival and progression of life forms has all too
    often been dependent upon the ever-present undeterminative
    potential and appearance of one unique individual organism
    within the whole spectrum of a given life-form. Only the
    uniquely equipped individual organism is, like The Golden
    Wedge of Ophir, capable of traversing the causal gap to
    survival and progression. Mere reproductive determinacy
    would have rendered life forms incapable of such potential.

    Only a moving universe of opportunity plus choice enables
    the present reality.

    Each individual human being possesses a unique, highly
    developed, and sensitive perception of variety. Thus
    aware, man is endowed with a natural capability for enact-
    ing internal mental and external physical selectivity.
    Quantitative and qualitative choice-making thus lends
    itself as the superior basis of an active intelligence.

    Human is earth’s Choicemaker. His title describes
    his definitive and typifying characteristic. Recall
    that his other features are but vehicles of experi-
    ence intent on the development of perceptive
    awareness and the following acts of decision and
    choice. Note that the products of man cannot define
    him for they are the fruit of the discerning choice-
    making process and include the cognition of self,
    the utility of experience, the development of value-
    measuring systems and language, and the accultur-
    ation of civilization.

    The arts and the sciences of man, as with his habits,
    customs, and traditions, are the creative harvest of
    his perceptive and selective powers. Creativity, the
    creative process, is a choice-making process. His
    articles, constructs, and commodities, however
    marvelous to behold, deserve neither awe nor idol-
    atry, for man, not his contrivance, is earth’s own
    highest expression of the creative process.

    Human is earth’s Choicemaker. The sublime and
    significant act of choosing is, itself, the Archimedean
    fulcrum upon which man levers and redirects the
    forces of cause and effect to an elected level of qual-
    ity and diversity. Further, it orients him toward a
    natural environmental opportunity, freedom, and
    bestows earth’s title, The Choicemaker, on his
    singular and plural brow.

    Deterministic systems, ideological symbols of abdication
    by man from his natural role as earth’s Choicemaker,
    inevitably degenerate into collectivism; the negation of
    singularity, they become a conglomerate plural-based
    system of measuring human value. Blunting an awareness
    of diversity, blurring alternatives, and limiting the
    selective creative process, they are self-relegated to
    a passive and circular regression.

    Tampering with man’s selective nature endangers his
    survival for it would render him impotent and obsolete
    by denying the tools of variety, individuality,
    perception, criteria, selectivity, and progress.
    Coercive attempts produce revulsion, for such acts
    are contrary to an indeterminate nature and nature’s
    indeterminate off-spring, man the Choicemaker.

    Until the oppressors discover that wisdom only just
    begins with a respectful acknowledgment of The Creator,
    The Creation, and The Choicemaker, they will be ever
    learning but never coming to a knowledge of the truth.
    The rejection of Creator-initiated standards relegates
    the mind of man to its own primitive, empirical, and
    delimited devices. It is thus that the human intellect
    cannot ascend and function at any level higher than the
    criteria by which it perceives and measures values.

    Additionally, such rejection of transcendent criteria
    self-denies man the vision and foresight essential to
    decision-making for survival and progression. He is left,
    instead, with the redundant wreckage of expensive hind-
    sight, including human institutions characterized by
    averages, mediocrity, and regression.

    Humanism, mired in the circular and mundane egocentric
    predicament, is ill-equipped to produce transcendent
    criteria. Evidenced by those who do not perceive
    superiority and thus find themselves beset by the shifting
    winds of the carnal-ego; i.e., moods, feelings, desires,
    appetites, etc., the mind becomes subordinate: a mere
    device for excuse-making and rationalizing self-justifica-
    tion.

    The carnal-ego rejects criteria and self-discipline for such
    instruments are tools of the mind and the attitude. The
    appetites of the flesh have no need of standards for at the
    point of contention standards are perceived as alien, re-
    strictive, and inhibiting. Yet, the very survival of our
    physical nature itself depends upon a maintained sover-
    eignty of the mind and of the spirit.

    It remained, therefore, to the initiative of a personal
    and living Creator to traverse the human horizon and
    fill the vast void of human ignorance with an intelli-
    gent and definitive faith. Man is thus afforded the
    prime tool of the intellect – a Transcendent Standard
    by which he may measure values in experience, anticipate
    results, and make enlightened and visionary choices.

    Only the unique and superior God-man Person can deserved-
    ly displace the ego-person from his predicament and free
    the individual to measure values and choose in a more
    excellent way. That sublime Person was indicated in the
    words of the prophet Amos, “…said the Lord, Behold,
    I will set a plumbline in the midst of my people Israel.”
    Y’shua Mashiyach Jesus said, “If I be lifted up I will
    draw all men unto myself.”

    As long as some choose to abdicate their personal reality
    and submit to the delusions of humanism, determinism, and
    collectivism, just so long will they be subject and re-
    acting only, to be tossed by every impulse emanating from
    others. Those who abdicate such reality may, in perfect
    justice, find themselves weighed in the balances of their
    own choosing.

    That human institution which is structured on the
    principle, “…all men are endowed by their Creator with
    …Liberty…,” is a system with its roots in the natural
    Order of the universe. The opponents of such a system are
    necessarily engaged in a losing contest with nature and
    nature’s God. Biblical principles are still today the
    foundation under Western Civilization and the American
    way of life. To the advent of a new season we commend the
    present generation and the “multitudes in the valley of
    decision.”

    Let us proclaim it. Behold!
    The Season of Generation-Choicemaker Joel 3:14 KJV

    CONTEMPORARY COMMENTS
    “I should think that if there is one thing that man has
    learned about himself it is that he is a creature of
    choice.” Richard M. Weaver

    “Man is a being capable of subduing his emotions and
    impulses; he can rationalize his behavior. He arranges
    his wishes into a scale, he chooses; in short, he acts.
    What distinguishes man from beasts is precisely that he
    adjusts his behavior deliberately.” Ludwig von Mises

    “To make any sense of the idea of morality, it must be
    presumed that the human being is responsible for his
    actions and responsibility cannot be understood apart
    from the presumption of freedom of choice.”
    John Chamberlain

    “The advocate of liberty believes that it is complementary
    of the orderly laws of cause and effect, of probability
    and of chance, of which man is not completely informed.
    It is complementary of them because it rests in part upon
    the faith that each individual is endowed by his Creator
    with the power of individual choice.”
    Wendell J. Brown

    “These examples demonstrate a basic truth — that human
    dignity is embodied in the free choice of individuals.”
    Condoleeza Rice

    “Our Founding Fathers believed that we live in an ordered
    universe. They believed themselves to be a part of the
    universal order of things. Stated another way, they
    believed in God. They believed that every man must find
    his own place in a world where a place has been made for
    him. They sought independence for their nation but, more
    importantly, they sought freedom for individuals to think
    and act for themselves. They established a republic
    dedicated to one purpose above all others – the preserva-
    tion of individual liberty…” Ralph W. Husted

    “We have the gift of an inner liberty so far-reaching
    that we can choose either to accept or reject the God
    who gave it to us, and it would seem to follow that the
    Author of a liberty so radical wills that we should be
    equally free in our relationships with other men.
    Spiritual liberty logically demands conditions of outer
    and social freedom for its completion.” Edmund A. Opitz

    “Above all I see an ability to choose the better from the
    worse that has made possible life’s progress.”
    Charles Lindbergh

    “Freedom is the Right to Choose, the Right to create for
    oneself the alternatives of Choice. Without the possibil-
    ity of Choice, and the exercise of Choice, a man is not
    a man but a member, an instrument, a thing.”
    Thomas Jefferson

    THE QUESTION AND THE ANSWER
    Q: “What is man that You are mindful of him, and the son
    of man that You visit him?” Psalm 8:4
    A: “I call heaven and earth as witnesses today against
    you, that I have set before you life and death, blessing
    and cursing; therefore choose life, that both you and
    your descendants may live.” Deuteronomy 30:19

    Q: “Lord, what is man, that You take knowledge of him?
    Or the son of man, that you are mindful of him?” Psalm
    144:3
    A: “And if it seems evil to you to serve the Lord, choose
    for yourselves this day whom you will serve, whether the
    gods which your fathers served that were on the other
    side of the river, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose
    land you dwell. But as for me and my house, we will
    serve the Lord.” Joshua 24:15

    Q: “What is man, that he could be pure? And he who is
    born of a woman, that he could be righteous?” Job 15:14
    A: “Who is the man that fears the Lord? Him shall He
    teach in the way he chooses.” Psalm 25:12

    Q: “What is man, that You should magnify him, that You
    should set Your heart on him?” Job 7:17
    A: “Do not envy the oppressor and choose none of his
    ways.” Proverbs 3:31

    Q: “What is man that You are mindful of him, or the son
    of man that You take care of him?” Hebrews 2:6
    A: “I have chosen the way of truth; your judgments I have
    laid before me.” Psalm 119:30 “Let Your hand become my
    help, for I have chosen Your precepts.”Psalm 119:173

    References:
    Genesis 3:3,6 Deuteronomy 11:26-28; 30:19 Job 5:23
    Isaiah 7:14-15; 13:12; 61:1 Amos 7:8 Joel 3:14
    Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

    DEDICATION

    Sir Isaac Newton
    The greatest scientist in human history
    a Bible-Believing Christian
    an authority on the Bible’s Book of Daniel
    committed to individual value
    and individual liberty

    Daniel 9:25-26 Habakkuk 2:2-3 selah

    “What is man…?” Earth’s Choicemaker Psalm 25:12

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    (Alternative? There is no alternative.)

    No one is smarter than their criteria. selah

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